I think it’s only appropriate that I get to show off Snoopy having a fuss with the chair and the ping-pong table on Charlie Brown’s Thanksgiving. That was most definatly my dad’s favorite. Without dad, it’s going to be a sad day… Me and my sister and the rest of the family are going to try to make it through it… (Key word is: Try) and hopefully it’ll go over well. Aunt Beth is going to be a little mean but she’s been better since mom’s been at family events. Uncle Andy, Uncle Greg, mom, Brittany and I are going to the accident site to place a cross and some of Tom Turkey up there where dad died. I can’t believe it’s been three months, one week and three days. I’m sad, it’s hard. He wasn’t here for my birthday, he wasn’t here for Halloween. Greg was, and Greg is makign me feel like I do have dad still. But where is he getting this comfort that dad is still here? I wonder.

Today’s a day of giving thanks and eating until your stomach explodes though, not to grieve. I’ll be grieving, crying and yelling during Christmas… that’s about it though. So, what are you thankful for? [Gonna go eat some early food—-grr dinner’s in six hours…]